January 2012
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Is everything okay, I can feel your breath on my lips, is everything okay, darling, my heart is beginning to shudder? The sun in your eyes no longer glows with brilliance untold, baby, is everything alright? One more sign and I’ll have to steal you away, sweetie, even if just for the night..
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I’m empty, lack of the humanistic, more exotic, I once calculated the trees in a forest just for the mathematics, I’m the factor that doesn’t really matter, but I am the most prime there will ever be.
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“What do you know,” the wolf swallows the moon, except just the soul, he’s gathered the sheep, fed them all full, whispered in the moonless night, “the moon’s restless nature, finally found a home.”
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“Can’t you hear the willows weeping?
Can’t you hear them as the...”
– The Deep Dark Woods || Nancy
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“how selfish for time to conclude”
– Songs: Ohia || Goodnight Lover
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I need to find friends in Sacramento.
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I need the night to keep away
the sun’s light ,
I need the glow of the moon,
to keep my mind.
I’ve never felt so dangerous,
but this isn’t a cry,
everything is okay,
I just need the night.
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December 2011
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I have rejected all thoughts of good deeds.
I’m tired of being the one without needs.
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November 2011
39 posts
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Pokemon Tower Defense is addicting. Far too addicting.. PTD
Just test it.
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Fuck the loneliness associated with distance.
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Dig yourself deep,
ebb and flow into
the ditch you go.
You wretched spirit,
you empty soul,
I’m casting you away,
before I lose my whole.
Base yourself against
the floor and push
my body to the walls,
I’m safe, but baby,
you’re gone,
and no one has to know.
In the matter of 2 days, I have gotten three people addicted to Pokemon Tower Defense, so much so, that I have been unable to play because they’re hogging the computer. Ha.
I really just want to play Pokemon Tower Defense. :o
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Smoking my last cigarette and waiting
for you tonight,
I’m unsure if you’ll understand, but I need
you the most when the lights are dim,
and my lungs are empty because
you bring up my mind, away from
all the stressors and the nights.
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Citadel (Tenskwatawa)||Songs: Ohia
close to the...
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Touching the tips of the drips of your tears, waiting for the smoke to settle, as soon as the world gives into you, your body will be or should I say no longer be, a part of me.
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I’m smoking these cigarettes, my body’s growing anxious of the rain that is near, and I blow my smoke in peace, the rain will be my final release of all that is near, my mind will finally be set, ready to be alone.
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You pit my body without much force, I’d like it better if you’d just fall beneath these floorboards, I’d take away your core just like you’ve always done to me, but I’m not the same as you, darlin, I’d rather pick apart my mind and hang you in my words.
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You don’t know.
Nor do you even care, my well is half full, but only with air. It’s late and my lungs are gasping for a break, and my mind is filled with all the hints and tricks to help me find the end of our road. The end of our lonely roads.
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Goddamnit everyone I know is getting a tumblr. It’s really upsetting.
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Fuck the night,
too much dark,
not enough light,
but not really,
the night wakes my senses,
and fills my body with
all that it needs.
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Direct your attention,
don’t you see,
the walls and floor filled
with everything you’ve desired.
I gave you all that I could,
my heart, my words, my body,
and everything you could
ever need.
I’m still sitting here alone with
my thoughts and cigarettes,
never really achieving that
ease, I so eagerly need.
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Exactly what you thought,
as the night presses on
your body will be left
and mine right,
staring and waiting,
for a sign, a chance to be
cuddling without light.
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I’m drunk on the night,
and the words don’t matter,
no, not tonight.
The moon’s hiding this morning,
and the stars dominate the sky,
but til the sun shows it’s light,
I’ll remain drunk on the night.
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Celestial bodies cover the door
and lights crowd the room,
envious traces of night hide
throughout,
but only reveal when pupils hide.
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We’re following the sun
as if it’s revolving around us.
The spectrum of waves
have left us warmed and red.
Our lips have been pressed
from sunrise to sunset,
and as the moon rose
our bodies reached the point
of concurrency.
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I am watching for you tonight,
for some sort of indication,
and it’s causing me such
a scare.
I am watching for you tonight,
for some beacon of your prescence,
and all I’ve got is this photo
of you nowhere near.
I am watching for you tonight,
and gave up in the wee hours,
because I found out you never
had intentions to come here.
I watched for you tonight,
you went...
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“remember when you got here
how the bending willows hung
how your eyes stung from the mercury
and you found on your tongue
all the words to all the songs you were sure
only the night could have sung”
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The walls I’ve built
were merely a show,
and I can’t exactly tear them
not without my plans,
not without permits.
The healing has begun
but the sky is still dark,
and my body is frozen
waiting for the eastern glow.
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“and i grow suspect as soon as your friendliness rises
cause one man alone stands a chance
but not a second chance”
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Tonight, my knees are weakened
with the guilt of what I’ve done,
and what will be finished,
but it could be the wine,
I’m bound for the floor.
Tomorrow, my bones are cracked
with all the crushing words
that have filled my head,
I will be empty.
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I sit in the dark of night,
the only light coming from the
embers attached to this cigarette.
Leaves are rustling in the breeze,
I’m so zoned tonight,
all of my thoughts are claiming
their particular places, and
my body twitches, but
only to show me that I am
failing to withstand the night.
To show me that sleep will
soon consume me.
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Sun kissed lips, and
blushed cheeks,
it’s getting too late to
endure the night, so let’s
sleep and tomorrow
wake before the sun rises
and share our naked beauty.
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All I hear are the lonely,
weak and the wounded.
It’s all so alarming,
how can an entire world
be filled with so much loneliness,
how can so much hurt be felt
simultaneously.
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“be mine
till you´re reminded of something better
be mine
until it comes along
be mine
till you´re reminded of something better
be mine
until it comes along”
Just do it. It's worth it. →
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WatchIgnore the voices, ones me and another is my friend Zack. I just got lucky to capture that lightning.
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Strung along on cigarettes
and alcohol, why can’t I
just release?
My body aches and my
throat is raw, why is the
night teasing me with ease?
Staring down the halls,
where the secondhand smoke
could kill us all, why
does my mind tense up,
right when my body is
collapsing?