I'm Andrew.
I'm 18.
I write, and smoke more cigarettes than I'd care to admit.
I live in a fantasy world in my head.
And I don't give an actual fuck.
I love mathematics and all that it has in store.
Is everything okay,
I can feel your breath on my lips,
is everything okay,
darling,
my heart is beginning to shudder?
The sun in your eyes no longer glows with brilliance untold,
baby,
is everything alright?
One more sign and I’ll have to steal you away,
sweetie,
even if just for the night..
I’m empty,
lack of the humanistic,
more exotic,
I once calculated the trees in a forest just for the mathematics,
I’m the factor that doesn’t really matter,
but I am the most prime there will ever be.
“What do you know,”
the wolf swallows the moon,
except just the soul,
he’s gathered the sheep,
fed them all full,
whispered in the moonless night,
“the moon’s restless nature,
finally found a home.”
Songs: Ohia || Lioness
it is for me the eventual truth
of that look of the lioness to her man across the Nile
it is that look of the lioness to her man across the Nile
wanna feel my heart break if it must break in your jaws
want you to lick my blood off your paws
you can’t get her fast enough
I will swim to you
whether you save you me
whether you savage me
want my last look to be the moon in your eyes
want my heart to break if it must break in your jaws
want you to lick my blood off your paws
it is for me the eventual truth
it is that look of the lioness to her man across the Nile
and you can’t get here fast enough
I will swim to you
Can’t you hear the willows weeping?
Can’t you hear them as the moan?
The Deep Dark Woods || Nancy
how selfish for time to conclude
Songs: Ohia || Goodnight Lover
I need to find friends in Sacramento.
I need the night to keep away
the sun’s light ,
I need the glow of the moon,
to keep my mind.
I’ve never felt so dangerous,
but this isn’t a cry,
everything is okay,
I just need the night.
You’re jealous.
I have rejected all thoughts of good deeds.
I’m tired of being the one without needs.
